he could not dance to anything / 10,000 gushes released September 21, 2022

composed, produced, & mixed by Ruben Kotkamp
remixes by Exploited Body, Casimir, & Áslaug Magnúsdóttir
mastered by Lawrence English



fall/winter 19’20 released February 26, 2020

composed, produced, & mixed by Ruben Kotkamp
voice by Line Branchereau, Hedvig Holgersson and Sara Abraham
cello by Sophie Ehling
recording by Davide Fortugno
mastered by Lawrence English

fall/winter 19’20 (Extended Edition) released November 20, 2020

composed, produced, & mixed by Ruben Kotkamp
voice by Line Branchereau, Hedvig Holgersson, Áslaug Magnúsdóttir, Andriana Cotorobai, Marta Marlo, Reiko Ohta, and Sara Abraham
remix by Mathieu Serruys
cello by Sophie Ehling
recording by Davide Fortugno
mastered by Lawrence English


Stages of Grief Vol. 3 'Acceptance' (Part 1) (VA)
released August 27, 2021
track: ‘Collision - For Andriana’ composed, produced, & mixed by Ruben Kotkamp
mastered by Ian Hawgood